Mentally Speaking…
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Academically speaking, let’s just say I chose to be the average student. When I was in elementary, I always strive to be included at TOP 10. During highschool, I had dillemmas that I want to ignore so I distracted myself by having fun with the group of friends I was hanging out with. I was sort of a delinquent student lol –take note of the “sort of”. I’ve been called to Head Teacher’s office several times due to minor violations..
However, I never failed in class, always make it throught the finials. I exert effort in studying when I need to. I actually did awesome at some subjects without struggling. I love listening to Physics and Chemistry but I hate studying them. I hate analyzing numbers lol.
I may not excel academically but I’m a fast learner and a participative student. I make my teachers laugh that’s why they love me. I even got to hanged out with some of them. I was close to being the teacher’s favorite hehe..
I miss schooling. I wish I gave my best when I had the chance. So then I’d have something to brag about.
Core outllook in life speaking, I try to be as calm as possible when unavoidable annoying circumstances happen. I try to be more optimistic and less negative.
I think life as an adventure and a learning experience at the same time. Things happen and there’s no way to take it back. I’m not perfect. Sometimes I lose control and cry over at some things just to let it out, but after that, I stand up with a fresher outlook.
On a daily life speaking, sometimes my mind is rottingly dry. On more than one occassion, I forget things –atleast simple things like “Did I locked the door” or “Have I turned off the iron?” or “where’s my phone?”… Honeyb gets annoyed sometimes.
Oh Have I told you that I’m a fickle-minded person?
More mind talking here…
Thanks for the comments ~
K genefaith Mel Avila Alarilla AC bams bams 
Age: 28
Jul 19, 2010
i think all girls are fickle-minded, iba-iba nga lang ang degree. tee hee. i also hate numbers. they make my head spin. welcome to the club. LOL.
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Jul 20, 2010
don’t you know sis na humahanga ako sa mga posts mo, the way you write is filled with ingenuity and uniqueness kaya I’m always looking forward sa entries mo :smile kaso these days wala pa kaming internet kaya di pa ako nakaleave ng comments :sad Anyway sis, hanga ako sa iyong pagiging smart in handling Anzu…you’ve done an excellent job worth emulating as first-time mommies..ang pagiging smart natin di naman base on awards we received in school di ba but how we deal with “LIFE”… you’re a beauty and brain!
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bams Reply:
July 22nd, 2010 at 5:02 am
Thanks sis.. nakaka-inspire ka naman. Pero grabe ka naman, I don’t think na magaganda mga pinopost ko hehe.. But for being a mom to Anzu, thanks for the compliment.. Yun lang kasi ang trabaho ko kaya pinagbubutihan ko. I also admire you kasi working mom ka, i wish makapagwork na rin ako soon..
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Jul 20, 2010
Being fickle minded is indeed a struggle. I understand how your honeyb feels. We must make a wise decision and then be able to stick to it unless we find out that we committed a mistake in our decision. It is understandable that one can be not so serious about one’s studies. We sometimes realize the value of education when we are already working. It is but natural to commit mistakes while traversing life’s perilous paths. What is important is that we learn from those mistakes and become better persons because of them. To keep on repeating the same mistakes would be tragic. Thanks for the post. God bless you all always.
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bams Reply:
July 22nd, 2010 at 4:37 am
Right Sir.. looking back, sana nagconcentrate na lang ako sa studies para naman may mga awards din ako, kasi kung tutuusin, easy lang pala. Anyway, i made alot of mistakes in the past but those mistakes indeed made me the person I am now. You’re so right =) Thanks always Sir =)
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Jul 21, 2010
I agree with mommy gene… galing mo kaya magsulat! may kalaliman… close ba kayo ni thesaurus? haha!!! kailangan ko na syang iclose ng makagamit naman ng new words… wahahaha!!!
But you know what, honestly speaking… I admire you… lalo na on how you take good care of Anzu… Pati pag prepare ng foods nya and the way she’s growing up… Not to mention your own choice of not working just to be there for her… bow ako sayo girl…
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bams Reply:
July 22nd, 2010 at 5:07 am
Thanks sis.. naku grabe kayo, parang mga easy words lang mga ginagamit ko eh heheh.. Mabuti pa kayo.
Anyway, same here. I admire how you take care of your family kaya naman smarty ang dolly mo.
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