l.o.v.e
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O is for the only one I see
E is even more than anything that you can adore
Two inlove can make it
take my heart and please don`t break it
Love was made for me and you
nothing big… I just feel so grateful for having honey hide. SUmpong na naman ang maternity blues, where in you unintentionally get emotional either positively or negatively. Ganito daw pag preggy because of hormonal changes.
I just love him so much. Last sunday he got really sick. Bihira lang talaga syang lagnatin, and when he`s sick, he doesn`t want to be nursed or taken care of. He prefers to be alone in the room =( I was hurt at first, pero understandable naman… Baka mahawa ako coz last time I got a slight fever, super worried sya sa akin and the baby. And of course, andun na rin ang manly-image nya hmp!
I felt guilty din kasi I forced him to go out on that Sunday night before mag-close mga malls. Kasi naman he has to buy a new pair of golf shoes daw for the next day, mag golf sila ng cousins nya which was scheduled before pa coz mga busy mga tao dito. I didn`t know that he`s going to get worse, I thought he was just sleepy… Nasayang din ang yakiniku dinner namin =( I was really enjoying eating coz i was so hungry when he suddenly pased out, shocked ako. We went home na lang =( Medyo hinayang ako sa mga order namin and of course sa binayad…. But then, I was so worried, he was really sick, ang init nya. Tapos ayaw pa nya magpa-nurse sa kin =(
He`s very much ok the nekt day. He didn`t go to golf… Back to normal, he`s sweet again and said sorry for being so masungit. Deep inside me, hinayang pa rin ako sa pinag-shopping nya na di naman nagamit and sa yakiniku dinner namin na we didn`t finished, di man nakalahati hmp… Sana binigay na lang sa mga streetchildren or homeless, kaso ala nun dito. DI pa pwedi mag-take out =( Or kaya i kept the money instead.
Nevertheless, I`m glad he`s so well again. I was thinking about worst things that night. What if I lose him? Di ko yata kakayanin. I also thought about my loveones here and in PI… I don`t want to lose any of them, kahit magkasakit man sila, di ko kakayanin huhu…
This is what I hate about maternity blues, most if the time, OA mga unintentional imaginations. Anyway, this will end soon. How many days na lang, we`ll see our love na. Im sure, everything will be positive again, no more nega thoughts. Can`t wait….
Thanks for the comments ~
Age: 28
